i am currently working on my dissertation and my topic is : : : : : : :

"factor influence suicide in teenagers"

its my 1st major topic.

i woke up early today. even though i had the most restless night of my life!! matter of fact, my neck is still killing me! hurts like . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  speaking of pain, i had the worst trots yesterday! felt like, lover had been driving me up the wall for no apparent reason. was a bit mardy yesterday cos i hadn't went to the toilet for 3days. kesian you darling and so him and i bought enema and needless for me to explain in detail on how i used it. fast-forwarding. i finally . and surprisingly, i expected it to be a bit pony but nope!! NORMAL!! alhamdulillah. *silent* what a load of cack! okay okay. i have to stop now. something is distracting me. tata