beautiful begining

2011-05-08T11:15:00.000+08:00

sooo yes!! HAPPY MOTHER'S to all mothers out there!! so semperna mother's day, yesterday i pampered mama. took her out, jalan2 shopping and berurut. even though mama is a 65years old lady but masih cakah nya urang brunei. she rarely complains sakit-sakit. alhamdulillah. syukur! mudahan panjang umur murah rezeki mama. amin! and darling brought his momma too. mama and babu ( i called darling's mother babu cos takut confuse dengan mama ) beurut. babu said, "nyaman ia mengurut, badan damit tapi tanganya kuat mengurut" but mama said "inda nyaman, inda kuat". biasamama, she s to complain. and yes! i received this..

and so i went!! with janah!! GILARKMEN!! murah gilaaaa! so we bought a lot! alottafagina!! berabis! orignal price $200+ almost $300, after less, $100+ saja!! gilaaaaaaa jua tuuu!! i bought so many striking colours blouses but designya labih kurang sama. i dont know why!

two of these kana balikan oleh darling before SALE! 2 blouses = $90+. see the difference!! gilaaa... siuk gila shopping. oh yes!!

i found this in the toilet!

suicide! diagnosed with internal bleeding, head trauma and fractured limbs.

2011-05-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

you may wonder "mengapakaaaaan?" "apakan special sangat post anii" . nothing much really. just some random pictures i took masa darling and i went cruising sampai ke KB kan merecap balik "bibit-bibit percintaan" kami. wahh wahhh! hahahahahahhaa.. so we went here. shoot with my sony DIGITAL camera which darling bought for me as a surprise gift last year. i soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo him and this gift. thank you dear daling!

i took those pictures from darling's car.

see how faaaar it was.

impressive eh?

2011-04-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

its almost 1am and im still awake! this post is going to be extra dry cos im going to say whatever's crossing my mind. so bear with me or click the [x] button,. thanks.. gragh! macam menyasal jua tidur ptg tadi. ohh! never mind. im currently watching this. heartbreaking. a bit. sortta. kinda. whatever.

i feel like blogging but i dont know what to talk about. oh yes! darling's birthday is around the corner and i have planned a perfect birthday present and perfect birthday surprises???????? yess! surpriseSSS! told my friends about it and they said that'll bring tears to his beautiful set of eye.i hope sooo...

im sssooooooooo looking foward. and i dont know why, i love the sound of me typing,. click.click.click.click. eh! i better start tidur now. its going to be a loooooooooong day tomorrow! sayang 's going to start packing his stuffs. oh! didn't i tell you people that sayang's and i are living together? teheeeeeee... so he's going to pack his things and move to my place. totally messing with ya. load of cack! sorry. cant help it! but yeah, my baby's moving and im going to help him move his stuff to the new place. its going to be a loooooooooooooooong day! adui! but yang sioknya, i got to decide cana kan arrange and decorate his room.

MAY please come asap!!

oh yes!! matron haji julaini's function will be held at kiulap hotel in may! after exam start rehearsing lagi.. im going to sing medley kaliii.. kaliiii.. probably lagu pixielott + jessie J + devin mcgraw atu punn IF ku jadi. liatlah kalauku rajin..

and yes, ive been browsing for tempat yang romantis untuk bercandle night dinner for sayang's birthday. masih tak tauuuu dimana. sitnasss! till tomorrow!

2011-04-22T10:31:00.000+08:00

looking forward for MAY!! come fast!

COME SOON!!!

looking forward to :

final examination.
Semester BREAK!!!

last and foremost!

DARLING's BIRTHDAY!!!!

mudahan kana lancarkan segala2nya. amin!!

2011-04-15T11:31:00.000+08:00

sooo. its friday people.penghulu segala hari. alhamdulillah. anyway, i changed my window vista to UBUNTU! i like it! a bit menyasalah cossssssssssssssssssssssssssssss open officenya payah ESPECIALLY powerpointnya! membari gila. like seriously. kalau urang dikit lagi gila, memang gila udah. and i found out hard disk my friend inda compatible and i just found out, this thing is not compatible with sony jua. kesiannnnnn cameraku! ngalih sajaku membuat video kan meliatkan how awsome ubuntu ani, kalinya inda dapat buka my MMC. boghol! so inda jadi awsome! despite all that. i sikit-sikit love Ubuntu pasal, its fast and cooooollll! but yataha ganya tu, LIMITED ah! borringg!

OH! my baby's birthday is cominggggg.. less than a month left and i seriously a bit dubious on things to buy. i have specific things that i want to buy.. well, i have to think about the pros and cons. what to do. what to do. anyways here are the pictures i promised and of course more pictures, FACEBOOK!

this is the place. next to wywy kb. when we went there, it was pouring. as you can see! paid for $10 ( ithink) for 30 arrows? i forgot! macam samalah jua di KK di one borneo but di one borneo boring pasal hampir. ani a bit jauh. and the bow atu professional ikit usulnya compared to yang di KK atu.

and as usual. i can never win!! tried defeating him last time, masih jua inda dapat! im a noob when it comes to archery! like, seriously! membari kejiwa. sore between my index finger and the middle finger. arm ached badly. so i officially hate this game! and not forgetting, i sucked! despite the

"keep your arm straight"

"straighten your neck"

"make sure your . . . . .90degrees"

"keep your legs between this line" "open your eyes"

"close your right eye"

"close your left eye"

"bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

i still sucked!!

SEE!! despite directions from the assistant and si darling. i still suck. i was like,

"kenapakan ia nda mau atuuu"

"nah! keatas tia pulang"

"inda pandai main ih"

taaaaaaapi sudah 15-20minutes masih jua kedinding,kebawah,kebullseye sebalah

"ihhhhh! apakannn ni??"

"asteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee"

"arghh! i quit!! malas lagikan mainnn!!"

OK! since we love to tease each other if one of us mental about the other person kalahkan the other person. get it? get it? sooooooooooooooooo, i had to bear the agonising ride for 2hours from kb to BSB. why 2hours? pasal hujan selabat labat labat bulumu! sooooo yah! i uri when it comes to ujan labat selabat labat sampai inda nampak jalan atuuu! soooo yahhh! soooo i had to bear the

"ih? mental baby kah? mentalll tuuuuuu ih~ janganlah mental2 sayang~ terima saja kekalahan blablablablablablablablabla~"

he's so cute!

ohhh! called me outdated but i just watched

personally, i still love chicago! nothing tops chicago.

2011-04-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

just received an inbox.

its about my attendance.

uni attendance.

the tutor wants to see me on monday or tuesday. blargh! "distasteful" nya si lily allen. this is one thing i loathe the most about university. they have rules! and you must stick with the rules IN ORDER to get the allowance at the end of the month! i knoww.. i knowww. everything in this green earth has rules. even masuk jamban pun ada rules. but i am a bit of a law breaker! i am not really fond of rules. i blame myself for that. I am not really fond of class. class yang boring2 atu. and in my final year ani kan semuatah BORING BORING BORING! and i get sick often nowadays, that explains the incessant MCs. what the hell am i supposed to do. i was unfit to attend class.

Earlier i had a conversation with june, sheed and mike. we talked about next year, specifically, about continuing my course. i certainly and without doubt am NOT going to further my study for these reasons

a) from $620 to $350. its vast amount of difference. with $350 per month allowance? how in the world am i going to survive with that amount of money. and perhatikan sebenar2nya. how am I. i am emphasising on me. im focusing about me. sila pahami. so yeah. NOT GONNA!

b) age factor!! bilaku kan start memigang duit keraja? and bilatahku kawin tu? bilatah ku kan beranti bedusa tu? yada yada yada dan bermacam2 lagi. mun ku list banyak2, buring saja kamu membaca.

so yes. many have said "sayang, baik pulang kau sambung" but yeah. itu pasatnya.

wish $$ grows on trees! kaya raya ku so i don't have to go to class, i don't have to work. one leaf equivalent to BND1000. have my own business, create my own rules and people have to abide by my rules, live happily ever after!! the end! ohhhhh.. bahagiaaaa..

i feel like ranting. darling is working pm shift and that explains the low in mood! oh! furthermore, its Saturday night!! oh! never mind. i had 2 awesome Saturday nights last few weeks.

OH!!!! R.I.P.A.S has a new pick up point. we have to park at jame's parking lot and the MOH provides to pick up the health professionals and public( ithink ) to RIPAS. which means, parking lots in RIPAS are officially close cos durangkan buat paediatric ward tempat mortuary lama. clever, aint it? hence, no more jalan kaki to the sport complex. hence mesti datang awal before kana tinggalkan oleh bas. hence boring. hence busan. hence tiada kebebasan untuk bergerak. hence aku inda tau. hence antah. hence aku meracau. hence hence hence SHADAPPPP~ bulih udah beranti ber"hence" tu.

and bulih udah aku beranti besherita nii.. goat knight eberibadeh!

8months and counting..

p/s:

2011-03-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

initially, wanted to rant and felt like writing everything that's crossing me mind. then darlin wassap ( a very very very good software, I LOVE IT!! ). off to penyet soon. sneak peek for next post.

and of course, for more pictures, FACEBOOK!!

p/s: selamat berhari jumaat everyone!! its payday ..and raining.

2011-03-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

just finished putting up pictures on facebook. ambuyat lunch out my sister, brother in law and mother. went to FULLHOUSE. dapan sugar and spice. was my 2nd time. the first time sama darling and darling didn't like the food sooooooooooo decided to try makan sana lagi cos i assume "barangkali cook nya lain2". plus mama balik2 hint2 kan kesana. there are varieties of local cuisines. and even pakisnya pun masak original masakan brunei cos yang diaminah arif atu becampur oyster sauce, ilang udah rasa brunei tu.

ubi? keladi? not so sure. but . like this.

keropok ikan?

mangga and ulammmmmm! i

paling paling paling nyaman! i made it. sooooo yah!

and mama complained about these.

inda panas
inda masam
inda melawan aminah arif
ikannya lagi fresh pasal ada kerasahan lantuh ( idk, aku inda makan )

well. the usual mama. sheee loves to complain. but yah, i agree, sajuk!

THIS!!! made me feel like and of course we didn't!

masa siuk2 makan, RAMBUTTTTT!!! tout de suite, my appetite jumped out the window! rambutnya panjang and ikal and itam!

true definition of

nuff about that! moving on to brighter note!

went to pameran pedang nabi di jabatan mufti last night. darling dragggggggg me along and i mean literally DRAGGGGG me. entrance fees $5. frankly, i am not really fond to see replica of the swords. they are replicas! and raff told me even though those sword are replicas but those are 400 years old replicas. and so i asked the usher! not even close. so yah! and didn't expect to jumpa mother and brother disana jua. unfortunately, cameras are not allowed inside the building so didn't get the chance to shoot some of the replicas but they do have these,

kain penutup pintu kabah

uhmmm.. IDK

Armour

okay! now! that's a huge drum!!nyaman ni untuk baduk. bebudu telinga tarus

fossil of a tree

more pictures. go there!

p/s: going out soon. need a new crocs!!

2011-03-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

i know. been a while. a long-long-long while. sorry for the delay. i just finished doing my "asthma exacerbation in infant" slide. geeeeeez! my back aches and my head aches as well. gragh! oh yes, my birthday! was a bless. didn't take pictures with my camera cos it was UNEXPECTED yet aku UNSURPRISED. yep! not even a bit.

furthermore he said "we have to singah aneka rasa ni sayang, cos uncle .............. kan suruh book cathering for makan 3hari". I BOUGHT IT!! yes! im thaaat gullible. oh yes, baby's granddad passed away on me birthday so i presumed he canceled everything. that explains the jubah on the video im going to show later. darling did something NO ONE EVER DID! I've a had a 5years relationship, 3years relationship, 1year, 2years plus but NEVER and i repeat NEVER-EVER-EVER, NO ONE ever celebrate my birthday with my whole family. sweeet!!

YES!

UNSURPRISED!!

WHY?

2 of my siblings officially ruined it for him. Kenoy and Kemoi. these two people are "the' partypooper! i received this right before i got out of the car.

FAILED!!!!

and i saw kaemoi and family masa aku kan naik tangga aneka rasa. i looked at sayang with a sarcastic smirk on me face. and his face was PRICELESS!! ia buang kes by saying "what~?" and the way kaka buang kes "eh?! behapa kau sini? kan belanja aku kan?" with muka nya yang slamberrrrrr-yaya inda macam muka urang tekajut. FAILED!!!!!!! she killed it for everybody!! prove?

go here

hah! DOUBLE FAILEDDDDDDDD!

all and all, it was FUN

i just got back from jerudong park punya restaurant. tried ayam penyetnya. ummmmmm. honest? . like super . serious! and i heard jerudong park has finally reopened! there are 11 new rides! yeay! will drag sayang kesana. probably this saturday! inshaallah!

im trying to write everything in one post cos there are people who have been telling me to update my blog. didn't know i have readers.

didn't know ~~I'll~~ my rants will be missed.

oh oh yes!!!!! ive been reading this book!

and oh for those who incessantly ask about hair product i currently am using pasalnya i admit, tahan and lawa rambutku eventho after 2days uli2 atas katil. i use . . .

and those yang tanya2 what product i use for my skin. tell the truth, i don't wear make up anymore cos darling said i looked better without it.. he loves me Au naturale sooooooooooooo i stick to my

routine saja. i wash my face with my daily scrub, use me bodyshop toner, yanko+vaseline, powder! voila! NATURAL!! dont mind that kamah2 arah badan badak tu. i just took it our of my bag.

umm.. thats all for today.

2011-02-02T20:33:00.001+08:00

this is going to be short as i have to besiap2 before lover fetch me for dinner.j ust had "the" conversation with momma and my newly wed sister - janah in the kitchen. cereta-cereta, gossip-gossip2 dari aku balik from uni at 5ish pm til 7ish pm. siuk! missing siadit! so yeah! FUN!! and yes, my dear friend md sumardi a.k.a idrakie indzar gave texted me yesterday. told me, he has something for me birthday. SUPER ADVANCE and SUPER SEMANGAT, i know. but sweet kaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

THANK YOU MAMEX

so anyway, darlin and i had a date. . brekkie, lunch, hi-tea, din-din. just him, i and our cammy! i had sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun! laughter, laughter, laughter! i looove my hero! i love my boyfriend. so muchos! had never been this happy. more pictures on facebook.

playing with the curtain!

these are mine and his. the food - ok ok aja ! KULIQ!

Staring out the window. eseh! eseh! esen2 inda sadarlahhhhh~

MY ONE AND ONLY HERO

2011-01-30T14:40:00.002+08:00

so on Friday,i went to limbang with

momma!

kenoi!

and the double W

upon the arrival, we went to this so-called famousamous restaurant, forgot the name, but something sarimah lah. my sister said, they serve the MOST DELICIOUS mee kari - EVER! and she quoted "nada mee kari dibrunei melawan mee karinya". so yeah. we had sayur pakis, sambal mangga, kari kepala ikan and kari kambing. and for those two girls, KOLOMEE AYAM!

personally, nyaman but macam samaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa saja! curry she claimed "NYAMAN" not as nyaman as curry cheezeboxx! yumm! yumm! so yeah.. biasaaaaa pun saja. and barang2nya and salon and facial, especially tudongs semua MURAH SEMURAH MURAH MURAH. for i.e tudung syria disini BND26 but disana RM26. MURAH jua tuuu. nanti tah kesana lagi, insyallah. & yes, we got stuck in between limbang's post and brunei's post for 2 bloody hours! and i burdened the most excruciating throbbing pain arah urethra ku cos aku kan bekamih sebekamih2nya but since kami terstuck in between limbang and brunei post, malastahku. tahan tah saja.

yang lebih berengsek sekali, sudah sampai post brunei, ada 4-5 orang b Q kan makai jamban! confirm bau tuuu.. PASSED!

so decided to tahan saja. on the way home, felt like ing tia lagi.macam-macam saja! then my sister macam sengaja! singgah singgajh tia lagi.. imagine that! tahan rasa kamut-kamut yang mendalam selama 2jam! bukan saja di dapan, dibelakang as well. tuhan~

soooooo, i literally did these in the car , , , , ,

yep!! bipolar much!

after she's done with "bali-ice-cream" - HOME! and baru sampai dapan simpang rumah, i to the house and did thisand currently my tummy and my kidney masih sakit! bloodyhell!

oh! went to ICC with the lover last thursday! and it was POOOOUUURINGGGGG!! & ICC was BOOOOORINGGG. siuk lagi consumer fair. dapat cuba-cuba makanan. kami masuk THE DUNGEON yang "membrijap ah" this is the video we took outside the dungeon entrance..

and afterwards, we went to "ze place" where si my lover & i started. love love love! very much in loveee! &yes, people who know me well, knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww that i love love loveeeee bruno mars!! i have to admit, at certain angles, he looks bida sebida bida umat. but idk, probably the voice, the nose or the dimples or that cute look when he makes faces! tirgoda aku ini! especially whenever i look at this particular vid.

uuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

2011-01-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

this is going to be brief but i hate maths! yes! i really hate it! there is no possible words i could come up with that could explain how much i faaaaking hate maths!

i don't know how to calculate a simple maths! i am a bimbo and im not ashamed to admit it! not even a slight hint of bashfulness! i just hate maths so much even the sight of a

make me feel like throwing the biggest tantrums in the world!!

i am a numpty when it comes to maths! i know bugger all about calculations! maths! absobloodyloutely an uber idiotically cabbage! i really really really really wish lover is here. he usually helps me with this sort of "difficulties". i'll be like "sayang, 8 x 7 berapa?" "sayang 6 x 7 berapa?" and at times he'd say something like "baby, 7 x 8 berapa?" "7 x 4 berapa?" seeeeee~ helping eachother. awwhh. we are just cute! NOT! blimey! i need help! help! help! help! please help your poor damsel in distress darling!! blargh!! i just couldn't do it! its not like i chose to not but i gave the biggest welly but yeah, CANT! living with the fact that I SUCK MATHEMATICS BALLS! (originated from "sucks monkey balls". its actually a slang that adit and i have been using for quite some times now) so yea! however, tried the 1st and 2nd questions. well, feel uber bollocksed with those bollocks and i pretty much bollocksed up both questions. bollocks! bollocks! bollocks!! i really need some kip. my head is aching!

on a brighter note, i cant wait for tomorrow,

2011-01-23T15:06:00.000+08:00

i am currently working on my dissertation and my topic is : : : : : : :

"factor influence suicide in teenagers"

its my 1st major topic.

i woke up early today. even though i had the most restless night of my life!! matter of fact, my neck is still killing me! hurts like . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . speaking of pain, i had the worst trots yesterday! felt like, lover had been driving me up the wall for no apparent reason. was a bit mardy yesterday cos i hadn't went to the toilet for 3days. kesian you darling and so him and i bought enema and needless for me to explain in detail on how i used it. fast-forwarding. i finally . and surprisingly, i expected it to be a bit pony but nope!! NORMAL!! alhamdulillah. *silent* what a load of cack! okay okay. i have to stop now. something is distracting me. tata

2011-01-21T11:29:00.002+08:00

alright!!

these were taken on wiena's and nurul's birthday bash. more photos are on my facebook. these are the sneak peek. i took sedikit pictures saja, dalam 90+ and most of the pictures, specifically, 35 of them are Abang arin's a.k.a Abang jimidin a.k.a abang jimmy a.k.a Jimmydean a.k.a Jimmy gaga a.k.a jimmy knowles a.k.a jimmy perry a.k.a jimmy pitt a.k.a jimmy cruise a.k.a jimmy carey (pokok pangkalnya semua nama artist atu nama dapan durang mesti namanya dulu ) so-called modeling poses. like these

malasku mengusai2. biar tia beserabut. aku move move move saja. malaskan usai labih2.

my sister just got back from shenzen and honkong and she bought stuffs! cutesy stuffs!! sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many cutesy bags for coins, handphones, yada yada yada. cute! intention : SELLING. ada kain and also E-cigarette. she bought 3/4 e-cigarette and she's selling the other 3. price : $100. she said its good for those smokers to practise INDA BESIGUP. plus we've tried it, it tasted like sheesha!there are varieties of topups/butts/flavours. fruitty-fruitty flavours! macam for me, not a big fan! not my cup of tea!neither si Lover nor abang antoi but the rest of my abangs loved it! its another way to live a s-called healthy healthful life.

okay now! this is abang jimmy gaga's cheap shot with the cutesy bag i mentioned! there are moreeeeeee! they're anna sui. (dont ask me about its authenticity cos i have absolutely no idea, but it still looks absobloodylutely adoooooorable!! ) don't care anyway, im easy.

okay!! look at between mother's index and middle finger!! looks like a fag but why is she smoking fag inside the house. Its the E-cigarette! mother tried it too! mother is a good sport! she's sooooo funny and adventurous even though she's a 65 years old lady, mama, nini! she is absolutelyyyyy a good friend of her 16 children! especially mine! and oh, probably some of you are wondering how E-cigarette looks like.

need to have a slash! so bad!

2011-01-21T04:19:00.000+08:00

goes the true love of my life.

currently on repeat!! who would've ever thought that . . . i am sure this is real. this feeling. this man! this life! this happiness! finally, i am sure, without doubt, 100% guarantee that

i have found my one true love!!! i found you! my cute baby giraffe!

2011-01-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

i was browsing through the net and found this.

If we could get arrested for being a Muslim, would the police have enough evidence to bring us in? Why is it so hard to tell the truth but yet so easy to tell a lie? Why are we so sleepy in mosque but right when the prayer is over, we suddenly wake up? Why is it so hard to talk about Allah but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff? Why is it so boring to look at a Islamic Article but yet so easy to look at a nasty one? Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail but yet we forward all of the nasty ones? Why are the Masjid getting smaller, but yet the dance clubs are getting larger? Let's continue praying for one another. As we look at this article we realise how true the Messenger(P.B.U.H) was these signs were prophesized 1400 years ago!!! Take a look.... Now this is scary!!!!

Camels will no longer be used as a means of transport; ✓
People will ride on saddles that aren't saddles (cars?) ; ✓
The distance on earth will become short;( aeroplanes, jets, RT,LRT, etc) ;✓
Horses will not be used in wars; ✓
Very tall buildings will be built; ✓
The disappearance of knowledge and the appearance of ignorance, with much killing; ✓
Adultery will become widespread, and the drinking of wine will become common; ✓✓
The number of men will decrease and the number of women will increase until there are 50 women to be looked after by one man. ✓
Islam will become worn out like clothes are ✓, until no one will know what fasting, prayer, charity and rituals are;
Allah will send a disease to fornicators that will have no cure (Aids?); ✓
People will begin to believe in the stars and reject AL QADAR (THE DIVINE DECREE OF DESTINY); ✓
Men will pass by people's graves and say: "Would that I were in his place"; (large amount of sucidal deaths?); ✓
The Euphrates will uncover a mountain of gold for which people will fight over (the river of Alfurat that lies near Syria); ✓✓✓✓
Approximately 30 DAJJALS will appear, each one claiming to be the Messenger of ALLAH;
Earthquakes will increase; ✓
Time will pass quickly; ✓
Afflictions will appear; ✓
Killing will increase; ✓
Wealth will increase; ✓
Women will be wearing clothes but not wearing clothes; ✓
THE PROPHET (saw) SAID: "IF MY UMMAH BEARS 15 TRAITS (QUALITIES),TRIBULATION WILL FOLLOW IT." (DAY OF JUDGEMENT) SOMEONE ASKED, "WHAT ARE THEY O MESSENGER OF ALLAH?" HE (saw) SAID:
When any gain is shared out only among the rich, with no benefit to the poor;
When a trust becomes a means of making profit;
When paying ZAKKAT becomes a burden;
When voices are raised in the Masjid;
When the leader of a people is the worst of them; When people treat a man with respect because what he may do;
When much wine is drunk; red wind or the earth swallow them, or to be transformed into animals."
'IMRAN IBN HUSAYN SAID: "THE PROPHET (AS) SAID, 'SOME PEOPLE OF THIS UMMAH WILL BE SWALLOWED BY THE EARTH, TRANSFORMED INTO ANIMALS, AND SOME WILL BE BOMBARDED WITH STONES'. ONE OF THE MUSLIMS ASKED, WHEN WILL THAT BE O MESSENGER Of ALLAH?' HE SAID, 'WHEN SINGERS AND MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS WILL BECOME POPULAR, AND MUCH WINE IS DRUNK.' " THE GREATER SIGNS OF THE HOUR The Quran will disappear in one night, even from the people's hearts, and no Ayyah will be left on earth. (Some groups of old people will be left who will say: "We heard of fathers' saying "LAILLAHA ILLA ALLAH" so we repeat it);
The appearance of the MAHDI;
The appearance of the DAJJAL (Anti Christ);
The appearance of Ya'juj and Ma'juj(biblical Gog and Magog);
Isa (Jesus) will come during the time of Dajjal;
The rising of the sun from the west;
The destruction of the Ka'ba and the recovery of its treasures; '
The smoke.

these signs are the signs of pre-yaumul qiyamah. Scary. cos most of them have happened and are happening as we speak. im not saying, yaumul hisab is close but it is going to happen- eventually. That's one of Allah's promises. i was reading 'TRUE WISDOM DESCRIBED IN THE QURAN" by harun yahya. it is incredible. it makes you contemplate. well, it makes me contemplate about life. its a good book.and i currently am listening to sheikh yasir Qadhi about judgment day. it is one goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood ceramah. love it. interested? click this.

2011-01-18T15:19:00.000+08:00

have been experiencing PMS since last week and im having my 1st day of period today! god! i feel sooooo relieved! i had been chewing my boiipreng's head off, been incessantly breathing on his neck, been a genuinely a pique bitch, been a royal pain in the arse, been acting like and aaaaaaaaaaaall that are officially abisss, tidak perlu marah2 lagii!!alhamdulillah.

yesterday i browsed on "how to reduce mood-swings during PMS" and i found one article says that i should

avoid caffiene and sweets. sweet things especially cos it'll put you into jekllyn and hydera situation. it says that sweet stuffs will make you confess your love one minute, then two minutes later you're throwing objects and displaying hatred to those nearest and dearest to you which is super TRUE! cos i always-always do this! plus, i cry, mad, angry, laugh super easy during this period.
avoid antidepressant. it helps with the mood swings but if you stop taking those antidepressants abruptly, it may triggers the neurological system and may lead to extreme depression which eventually may lead to

well, it doesn't help cos i avoided taking sweet stuffs and i never took antidepressants cos i don't believe in those but yea,done those but i still felt shitty and i felt angry, probably most of the time. "i have my own reason for being a bitch" said to my baby. he understands my situation .no doubt!

& oh, i fainted, literally. got home from uni at 10ish and i drove home with one eye opened, blurry vision and cramp and throbbing pain on my left lower quadrant. geeeeeeez! got home, got out of the car, walked slowly and weakly up the stairs, unlock the creaky door and FELL on the bed, -hard! woke up at 1ish pm with blurry+spinning vision, still a little bit fuzzy and i almost felt like my brain had zero control of my body. took me probably more than half an hour to finally realised that im awake, was holding french toasts and sipping on hot milk in the kitchen. i know. wierdd~

haffta go now. hi-tea with ned & the lovvverrr!

2011-01-16T17:39:00.000+08:00

as i mentioned earlier on my facebook and newly-created-blog-which-bores-the-shit-outta-me, i wanted to watch this but i cant pasalnya we had wiena's 5th birthday and Nurul's 21st birthday celebration last night. & something came up earlier that day so the lover and i inda jadi liat movie. so anyway, was feeling super disappointing pasalnya i really-really-really mau liat movie itu!! yada yada yada, darling came to my house and with my sulky face i invited him in. instead of tarus masuk, he handed me 2 movie tickets! & i smiled - - - - - - widely.

that was sweet.

my caring sweet loving giant!

how was it you might ask? It was probably the best horror movie, malaysian producers have ever made. hat's off to dato yussof haslam and his son. repent repent repent. that's all i have to say. macam aku . . . . . pastu ia . . . . . . . . . . . . masa ia . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . especially masa ia . . . . . . . . . . . . yatahtu!

an 8! well done!

oh, to those who are using cell phones &couldn't click the link, i was talking about

2011-01-15T02:14:00.002+08:00

its almost 2 am and i have morning class to attend later at 8am. will wake up 7ish, if tebangun, mun inda ahirrrr laaaahhh lagi usulnya niiii.. i just got back from jalan makan with si lover, had our dinner di Kianggeh cos i've been craving for their sup hati buyah since yesterday. sampai hajat tadi. alhamdulillah. thanks to si boiiprengku yang cali secali cali umat atu. & oh, i panicked tadi cos mother balum balik after jalan with her "bestfriend" ( who is coincidentally my ex teacher di P.A.P MAJEEDAH religious school ) pukul 2pm and tadi pukul 12 ish AM udah ia alum balik! my sidarling and i looked all over Brunei sudah, hypothetically but yeah inda kejumpahan. she came back home pukul 1am. 1ish am!! but she's sooooooo cute. our conversation went like this

Me: Ma *went upstairs cari2 ia*. Ma? *turun kebawah ke bilik tamu* Ma? Ma? *walked to the sofa dapan tv*

Me: kemana kita tadi kan?

Mother: ihhhhhhh~ *esen2 bangun tidur* ( balum jua limpas 5minute after i saw her belari2 menutup lampu). KB ku tadiii

Me: cubatah bejalan2 atu bagi tau kita dimana, inda urang ingau mencari kita kesana sini, hp lagi beoff

mother: ihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *tone kusut* awuuuu babunya!

macam the role ani tebalik pulang nii.. sayang thought the panic me was hilarious & i laughed after he said over the phone tadi "bebe atu kan marah2 saja. macam urang tua2 anak 10. marah2 cakap2 seorang diri." i realised that! macam urang tua-tua jua banar. i guess, if my children sudah basar and ahir balik as my mother did, abis lahhhhhhhh, tau ia kan nasibnya. pity!

okay! i hafta go now.

2011-01-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

okay! and now i am back! sorry. I've been neglecting my blog. there are few people who have been asking about my blog and suggested i should start writing again so yeah.. awhhhhh., that is nice. . haha. ober jua emoticon ku ani ihhh.. OH!! so yea, initial intention was to change the whole thing. i mean the layout, headers, side bars, C-box ( as you can see ive tonnes of spammers in my c-box, which, btw, im just TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy to give a rat's ass ) BUT aku lupa cana kan tukar itu ini, apaituindah sooooooooo fade up, im sticking with this. i've made my new header..

i it!!

why?

cos these are few of many things that i own, i love and i am passionate about. sooooo i don't have to explain, do i? BUT!! i do have something to notify. eseh! but yeah, that man in the picture is my lover and Insyallah my future ummmm..ummmmm...ummmmm... spouse.we have planned something and insyallah, just pray for me. insyallah.

so yeaaaaaaaaa, 2011, weheeewwwwwwwwwww !! i know im 15days late but F it. who cares. so yea, so far, 2010 sucks monkey balls hard! like, seriously. uni life is still boring and ummmmmm.. yeah, still boring. nothing much! this week i skipped two classes sudah, and that would be the last! i heard my co-coordinator said "those people who skipped class more than 3x HAVE TO attend counseling". mboh! if inda datang pasal lambat bangun tidur kan diceramahinya cemanakan tidur awal kali? sudah tah ia kan membuang masa ku yang memang sentiasa terbuang ani.

okay! nuff! lets moving on the the brighter note of the post. my petite sister is officially binik orang. wahhhhh! i is sooo beri beri jelus!! macam, banar-banarlahh, banar-banaralah, macamm, banar-banarlah, kalah lah banar-banar si zek kaching atu! hahaha. oh yeahh, about si ~~zek~~ ani, DON'T LET ME START. astagafirullah al'azim!(ummmm.. okay. since, its pouring heavily so the connection F up, tried 3x tp upload her picture but yeah, malastahku lagi tuu, talur punya connection) lets try 1 more time. BAH! malastah ku lagi tuu. tu!!marah yang teramat amat tah ku tuuu..ok! im being random! this is a random post. will post a proper one later, insayallah.. lay'ah!!

2010-10-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

i currently am working on my health talk. while browsing i found this.

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him♥ I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him♥ I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away

I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

But according to him♥ I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him♥ I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless
You can't do anything right

this is soooooooooooooooo TRUE!!

currently on repeat!!

oh! dinshe is also on repeat!!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THE SONG!!!

goes especially to mi vida! mi amor!

te'quiero

2010-09-19T18:49:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya people. this is going to be short.

i love my Salvatore ferragamo!!

thanks to him =) loooooooove it!

anyways, i just found out that people are talking about me. specifically. my status? am i in a relationship or am i not? it is very surprising when a good friend of mine told me that "people" were seeking for details from him about my relationship and bla bla bla. macam, i don't understand why everyone's making it such a big deal. macam, inda bulihkah i date other guys? i know, it is a very very short period of time for me to move on but faakk it, im doing this for my own good. and i am currently happy. that's the most important thing. and yes, not only from the friends but the family jua and cousins jua have been asking the same question, is he my bf. is he not. macam. *sigh* apakannnnnnnnnn.. soooooo, i know some of em people read my blog and i know one dude does, (you know who you are) sooooo yeah.

quite honestly, he's nice, funny, sweet, ugama, pendulur bla bla bla ( qualities i seek in men ) and he has his own flaws jua such as penjinglis but yes, i like him. i do like him. so much! he makes me happy and im not even exaggerating, he makes me happy all of the time. in conclusion, he is nice. so far. inda tau lahh in the next future, mudahan saja sampai bila2 ia baik. and yes, he definitely knows how to handle a lady, a meticulous lady, fussy-indecisive-wind headed lady like me. just be happy for me.

and oh! i lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve his family!

i feel comfortable instantly and his mother, is THE BEST!!!

his sisters..

him & i.

satisfied now?

2010-09-03T04:19:00.001+08:00

this is going to be short cos i am off to bed in just a jiffy. got something to tell.

introducing my new love.

Mr wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-wa-Wadi bought me this!!i superduperwooperdupergroper it people!!! been telling him, how much i wanted a new camera cos my previous one fucked up sudah. no clue mengapa. been browsing around and sony HX caught my eyes. asked around and janah said "bali saja G11". would love to but for me, BIDA BAH G11 ah. macam antah. macam apakah designnya ah. no offence.

so browsed again and fell in love with SONY- again!! mudahan saja this one bagus, inda fucked up! marahku ni kalau fucked up lagi. so anyways, i was out with my close friend Hajah Aimi Mazni when he called and texted me suruh balik saja cos he wanted to see me. i was angry pasal, urangkan lepak disuruhnya balik. yada yada yada. when Aimi and i were about to masuk kereta, there he was baru datang, tepanggil2. i angrily got into the car and said "mengapakannn??" then he pointed down and i saw a box! initially, i thought kotak songkoknya pasal he said something about getting a new songkok for upcoming raya however as i looked closely, its the HX1!! yes, as you people expected, i was over the rainbow! screamed! and gave him a nice, warm, big hug!

i know its embarrassing but i literally did all these

awwwwwhh! isn't he sweet.

tomorrow agenda is photo shoot for the new CROWD in KB! looking forward!

i seriously llllllllllllllllllllllllllllove that dude!!

2010-08-28T13:41:00.001+08:00

been a while! so, this is going to be short. anyways, to all Muslims.

i've missed days sudah.. just wanna share with you peep about my new MAC's and Bobbi's. i personally them so much! adit recommended it and i tried hers and i instantly fell in . seriously! so last time, went to kk and asked for this,

and she said "ohhhhh! sorry miss. number for your skin is out of stock." so i asked her to show me alternatives cos i clearly wont walk out from their store EMPTY HANDED!! we don't have AUTHENTIC mac here in Brunei so yes, i loathe when people come up to me and say "ada jua MAC bejual arah expo dimall". everytime, , , , it itches me to turn to them and say "dumb bitches! you know NOTHING about it so shut the fuck up". seriously.. that irks me no end. anyways, sooooo this salesperson dabbed this on my under eyes and i it!

and i seriously Bobbi's foundation. it is very-very-very good. use a 187 brush and it gives this airbrush effect! its very-very-very good. recommended to adit last time and she s it.bought it in Singapore and clearly it was on sale sooooooooooo it was a bit cheap! Oh, one of my friends is flying off to Taiwan and he said he's going to get me my very own MAKE UP FOREVER!! i really hope he could find the store in Taiwan! i am going to be super ecstatic if he does! that would be my very first MAKE UP FOREVER! plus i've heard so many good reviews about it especially their

i really hope he could find my colour. im a NC42 for mac and natural 4 for bobbi's. looking forward tho! couldnt help it! im keeping my faith and hopes high!!. ok! i am super tired! and is going out soon, browse for a new camera.wish me luck!taaaaaaa

2010-07-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

hello.. so hi.. the reason for the update is . . .

O n e 1 E i g h t

Still updating your blog?

the last time i checked,no updates yet..

thought u will upload pics of ur trip.hehe.

so yes! thank youu for reminding

sooooooo, how was china, specifically,beijing?no offence, BUT IT SUCKED!!! berabis! that would be the VERY first time and is going to be the very last time! period! not looking forward to go there again! stuffs are not as cheap as "we" expected and all those hypes about "siuk tu di beijing ahhhhhh" "murah tuuu jadenyaaa" "murah tuu ipin2an nyaaa" "murah tuuu kainnnya" "murah tuu tudung2annya" are all pure bullsh! inda pun murah! yes, banar, ada places yang murah but this particular travel agent, took us to markets where we can actually bargain from 150 yuen to 50 yuen or less, on the very last day!!buduh! and don't let me start about si tour guidenya! seeeerriioouuuuusssslllyyyyy! he's F annoying! si penipu taloooo ah! sasakku! the so called 5-stars hotel was actually a NO star hotel! it was super small and there were CONDOMS, SHAVER, vibrated ring condoms and etc provided, on the bed side table!!!! and there was this tall translucent door? window? idk . . . . dont wanna write much!

oh, i tried uploading my own video and i waited for 2hours so i cancel itu aplod!

weather was super hazy but the tour guide said "ini bukan jerebu, ini awan", and i was like awuuuuu kanak2 ni kami ahhhh. stupid info! as if we are THAT stupid! thick haze hence BERABUS!! panas! the temperature was 43 degree celcius, ya allah. panassssss berabis! hotel panas, shopping mall panas, dimana2 tah panas. one time, i seriously couldn't handle the heat plus was super annoyed and i burst and said "DIMANA2 JUA PANAS ANI IH! DURANG ANI KAN PRACTISE MASUK NERAKA KALI!!" -out loud! in my head i was serious but my friends lol-ed hard! oh well..

was literally experiencing postmodem depression cos internet access was IMPOSSIBLE, oh no!no! FACEBOOK was impossible cos some shits in chinese will appear, so yeas!

my 8days life there was an absolute bored to debt!! seriiiiiiiously!! and pokoknya, i did not have fun the only time of my life was shopping for BB. i missed home so much and surprisingly did not miss the people except the emrans.

and yes, i did not take photos cos we have tonnes of cameraman and i took mostly videos and i just checked the size of 1video is 60+ MB!! no wonder it takes me ages to upload just one vid!! kerajie!!

the very 1st day we were asked to wear formal. hadi was mesmerised. this is the attire i used to wear back in year 2006? - work attire. surprisingly, it still fits PERFECTLY! except the pant, it was suffocating my waist!

blame the turbulence. 2 people said we look a like when the fact, i don't even see a tiny bit of resemblance.

see the before and during in china pictures? itamku disana atu!! membari kapisannnnn!!

hate it!!

and due to non stop talur goreng, badanku pun naikkk!!! CRAZY!!oh! will update about the food some other time, insyallah.!!!

for now

2010-06-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

hi. so, errands are finally done! one word, BORING!! so i just got back from UBD. Darussalam holdings staffs were there, endless briefing about beijing and itinerary bla bla blahh but i missed it, purposely. anyways, i just received the itinerary and i currently am still goggling about the so-called hotel. i know some of my colleagues are pretty much EXCITED, however, not for me cosssssssss i found these.

i was told DAYS INN JOIEST is a 4stars hotel. and oh, click here to compare

Reviews from TripAdvisor

"A Complete Disappointment"

January 2009, DLNLKD, USA

To start I would never stay in this hotel again! Our tour agency guaranteed us that this was a four-star hotel and that was the furthest from the truth! Upon entering you had to endure the reeking smell of smoke. Interestingly enough there were no smoking signs plastered all over the place, but the waitress was kind enough to provide people with ashtrays. The overall quality of the hotel was very poor and not newly renovated like stated by our tour guide. Once in our ..

"Horrible, reeked of cigarette smoke"

September 2008, jodonahue, Evansville, Indiana

Our tour accidently booked us in this hotel instead of the Days Inn Hotel and Suites on Hua Wei. On first entering the hotel, I was overwelmed with the smell of cigarette smoke. The lobby was drab and dirty. We were forced to spend one night here. We asked for a non smoking room and the desk person said we did have a non smoking room, but the room had an ash tray. The ventalation system was horrible and all night long we were stifled with cigarette smoke from other .

"Disgusting"

July 2008, Chokopie, Vancouver

My husband and I paid too much money to stay at this supposed 4 star hotel. It is a sub-par 2 star and that is only because they have a lobby and a door man. When I am done writing this review, I am going to give an earful to our 'travel agent'. The hotel is filthy. We stayed on the third floor and all of the carpets in the hall are stained badly, maybe from serious water damage. We decided to take the stairs to the morning buffet on the fourth floor and what a shock: ...

"hallway insufficient lightings and not enough ventilation; non english speaking"

May 2008, bansung, san mateo

i and my family stayed here for 3 consecutive nights. it was our very first visit to beijing last april 2008. first thing i noticed when we first checked in was there werent enough staffs in the lobby. didnt see any bell boys to assist with our baggages. hallways were very dark as lightings were very insufficient. and not much ventilation too. cant expect too much since this was an inn and not a hotel. hope management can make improvements especially 2008 olympic is 2 months away.

"I will go again!"

April 2008, Jensimann, Hong Kong

I booked this hotel while staying in the "Super 8 GuoMao", it was a good change. The hotel is pretty new, about 2 years old. Rooms are clean and modern. Reception staff spoke English reasonably well and were friendly and helpful. For this hotel you get a good discount if you buy their VIP card first. The booked single room was perfectly ok (in theory), but a little small, so I settled on a "Queen". I was given a room really far away from the lift on the 3/F. Everything ...

"Loved Beijing"

December 2007, robbiepenticton, penticton

We found this hotel excellent, clean efficient, everything you could ask for in a Hotel

"Just getting started?"

October 2007, originalwong, Waterloo

Hotel was relatively new when I was there (I think). There was some construction in and around the hotel. The facilities were great and clean. Prices were relatively cheap and the location was pretty good, however customer service was pretty awful. Food was good. Buffet had Hagen Daaz ice cream (served by an attendent... I guess his time was worth less than the ice cream). Wine and beer included (all you can drink). When we were checking out, they couldn't find a ..

"good for price"

September 2007, woody44, uk

We stayed at days inn in August 07 for 3 nights. We booked through the hotels website which seemed to be the cheapest rate. The only problem we had was that we had booked a non - smoking room and they put us in a smoking room. When we asked to be moved they did so although their idea of a non smoking room was to remove the ashtray! Make sure when booking in at reception to state clearly what type of room you want. The staff were very helpful even though it was difficult ..

July 2007, JGoil, Ventura

First of all, even tho Expedia sent us a confirmation # and an itinerary number, when we reached the hotel they had no record of our reservation. We just returned home and we tried to speak to someone at Expedia and got an operator in the Philippines after 15 minutes on hold and a disconnect; then another 15 minutes on hold to be told, "we'll bring it up at our next meeting." Oh, yeah. Anyway.....As for the hotel..... As they say, "location, location, location". This ...

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note the date of post, seems like that so-called hotel or shall i say "INN" is gradually lapsing. i've googled about recent reviews on this so-called hotel but the most recent is on january. a good start i may say- NOT!!! i really really really reaaaaallyyy hope their "hotel" condition is getting BETTER!!oh, i've pictures of this "4stars hotel".

i dont know bout you peep, but from this angle, this looks EXACLY as BRUNEI HOTEL which is located next to parking bertingkat in the capital.

*** well done!!

Day2 is going to be a LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGG day. tiananmen square, forbidden city, Chaonei mosque,local silk show room, muslim super market,niujie, bird nest and water cube FROM OUTSIDE, jewelry shop, pearl center, yadaaaa yadaaaa yadaaaaa, more info tolong google sendiri. my mood is drying up. aduii. why am i in this trip again? mamaaaa, mamaaaa, mengapatah kita memajalkan menyuruh aku ikut ani.and oh, don't let my opinions get into you, some may enjoy this trip and lets just hope i'll enjoy as much as you people, nanti.

on a brighter note, i am

the reason for this is

nuff said.